"Stand in the Rain"

This was written on Wednesday, the 11th, but I have been unable to post it until now. If you have been following me on Facebook (so, most of you ^^) I have been having lots of computer troubles. So, sorry for the delay in uploads, but I WILL eventually get there... :)

Anyways, on wednesday, I was just really frustrated. I was pretty much just tired, frustrated, and sad. I couldn't use my computer, so couldn't even use the internet on campus. I was upset because I found out my dad spent a lot of money on a new one, and to ship it to me. And, it was just pouring rain outside, and I was in my dorm room all by myself. There was no way to talk to my parents or friends, and there wasn't anyone I really knew in my dorm, yet. So, I just was really frustrated at the whole situation, and why this had to happen right when I arrived to start this amazing time.

Since I can't ever just sit there and not do anything (haha, that just doesn't compute with my system ^^), I decided to write kanji and make the time useful. And, I did something which I almost never do, which is to start listen to music on shuffle on my ipod (I'm a rather orderly-person, if you know me well, and this even applies to music xD).

Anyways, after a couple songs, a Superchic[k] one came on - "Stand in the Rain". It caught my ear, and I kind of just listened, in shock.

"She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone, 

feels like it's all coming down

The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, 

the tears will not stop raining down

So stand in the rain, stand your ground

Stand up when it's all crashing down

You stand through the pain, you won't drown.

And one day what's lost can be found,

You stand in the rain."

Wow. All I could think was, "Hah, God, You are just the coolest." And really, I don't know what else can be said. I can't really explain what it made me feel, or why it resonated with me, but it was exactly what I needed to hear. He definitely knows whenever we need something, and since then, I've had a completely different attitude. Since then, I've definitely been wanting my computer to come fast, for sure! But I have been able to still have the time of my life, live in every single happy moment, and not be sad. Because, I know it'll all work out. And I have someone who knows exactly what I'm going through, always. ♥